Book cover Welcome to my blog.  I am the author of “The Kingdom, Here Be Dragons, Here Be Dreams.  The main character is God, “the King.”  It’s a tale about good versus evil.  

I wrote this inspirational tale about a journey along the narrow path to deal with dragons and record dreams.  It served as a journal and a rough map of the journey I took to find the way, the truth, and the life.  It kept a record of my conversations with the King and things revealed to me.  When His words worked out in real life I realised I was receiving God’s guidance and counsel for real.  Would you like that for yourself?

If yBuy this e-book on Kindleou are interested in how God can reveal Himself and speak to an ordinary person, this story is for you. 

To buy the book, click here on the Kindle link.

Here’s a video of the story, based on the book synopsis.

Seeking 1 out of 99 readers

God plays an active and unapologetic role in my book.  He appears as ‘The King’ in various roles.  Sometimes he refers to Himself as the Shepherd.  Why?  Well, we are all like sheep who have gone astray. 

Sheep can get into a lot of trouble.  Growing up on a New Zealand sheep farm I’ve rescued them from creeks, mud, and barbed wire.

I loved finding the lost lambs, and so does Jesus.  Here’s me back from the lambing beat, with a lamb in my arms, about a hundred years ago …

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Ever heard the parable of the lost sheep?

Jesus told the Pharisees and teachers of the law this parable: “Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. Luke 15:3-7

My book won’t appeal to ‘Pharisees’ or ‘Teachers of the Law.’  It will appeal to those who understand the wilderness.  The reader I am looking for may not know the Bible, or God – but will love redemptive romance and a great good versus evil story.  I’m not writing for 99 people – I’m writing for one.  Come into the pages of my book.  The path will begin in a field.  Follow the butterfly.

I am offering my eBook free this month in return for a review on Amazon or Goodreads.  Offer ends on the 16th November.

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Feeling insignificant?

sea-of-facesDo you feel small and insignificant to God? Just a face in the crowd? Lost in the big picture?

Go to this site, place your computer’s cursor in the mass of people and double-click a  couple of times. Scary sharp!!  Not so easy to hide in a crowd anymore.


This was from an email sent to me by my Aunt.  The picture was taken with a 70,000 x 30,000-pixel camera  (2100 Mega  Pixels.)  These cameras are not sold to the public and are being  installed in strategic locations. The camera can identify a face among a multitude of people.

If the camera technology we’ve now got can pick you out of a crowd, how much more can God?

Did you know God saw you and wrote about you before you were even conceived?  It’s there in Psalm 139, and it says that God’s thoughts outnumber the grains of sand.

I’ll leave you with one of my favourite songs by Kutless, Sea of Faces.  Enjoy, and remember that as far as God’s concerned, you’re to die for.

“I see the city lights all around me
Everyone’s obscure
Ten million people each with their problems
Why should anyone care
And in Your eyes I can see
I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
Lost in a Sea of Faces
Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
Because you traded Your life for mine
Sometimes my life it feels so trivial
Immersed in the greatness of space
Yet somehow you still find the time for me
It’s then You show me Your love
And In Your eyes I can see
And in Your arms I will be
I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
Lost in a Sea of Faces
Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
Because you traded Your life for mine
If only my one heart
Was all you’d gain from all it cost
Well I know you would have still been a man
With a reason
To willingly offer your life
I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
Lost in a Sea of Faces
Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
Because you traded Your life for mine
Just one in a million faces” – Kutless

A great site for Christian authors and readers

harvestHere’s an excellent site, Reality Calling for Christian authors and readers working in the harvest field.

They want to encourage authors to participate in the final harvest as we prepare for the Coming of our King.

They say “it’s a glorious time to be alive and the Lord is looking for authors to help Him save all possible before the Wrath which is to come falls on the Earth.”

They also need and serve readers.  Their vision is to provide resources for Christian authors and readers, focusing on God’s call, the production of anointed materials, and vetted book reviews.

Christian authors and readers are both essential to their effort!

I highly recommend them.  http://radiqx.com/

Books are a brilliant non-threatening way to reach people if it’s quality, redemptive fiction.  So we don’t have to be a writer for this task, just a reader who likes reading and loaning books!

As a writer, their vision matches mine because I write for the sheep without a shepherd.


Lord Of The Harvest

When Jesus saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.
Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.
Ask the Lord of the Harvest therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.”
Matthew 9:37-38

The road few find

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The road I grew up on was a difficult road that few bothered to travel without good reason. Our nearest neighbours were a mile away, so we could be as noisy as we liked. 

‘Mount Zion,’ the sheep station at the end of our road straddled two valleys – ours and Longacre, and part of it bordered our farm. Mount Zion could be accessed from a paper road which connected with our road – but you had to know where it was.  I used to ride there to get horses shod.

I learned to drive on that road and it was difficult, handling a motorbike on the gravel.

Poplars that had grown from fence battens the original farmers used lined the road. Number eight wire was used with the fence battens.  There were lots of interesting places along the road – even a cave, which is included in the video clip below.

This is the actual road, filmed by a motorcyclist.

So that’s my narrow road in the natural.  There’s another road, and another Zion.  Named as “the King’s holy mountain and the place where God dwells with man,” Mount Zion is referenced in the Bible at least 52 times.

The Bible points to the narrow road which leads to Zion.  Jesus said on the mountain, “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.  But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.”  Matthew 7:13-14

In my thirties I wandered off, got lost and found myself on the wrong road.  I couldn’t find a lot of help when I wanted to get off that road.  After two unsuccessful attempts at counseling I gave up and turned to the pages of the Bible, because one of the King’s names is “Wonderful Counselor.”

This is his promise; “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.”  Psalm 32:8

I had to get some help from somewhere.  So I went to the King for counseling.  It was the best thing I ever did.

In New Zealand we’ve had to be resourceful because of the difficulty sourcing stuff, being at the ends of the earth as we are.  We are known to “fix things with number eight wire.”  Using inventive number eight wire mentality, and thinking outside the box, I built a world I could go into and hear from the King, who counseled me on the way I should go.  I wrote down His words in my story.

As for the setting, God knew I’d write it into a book later on in life.  My book is a paper road that leads to Zion.  It’s for those who want a good, unconventional read from a traveler, a stranger, a sojourner on the road not well-traveled.  I promise you that you’ll never read another story like it.

Click on the Amazon link at the top right-hand side of the page to purchase the book.

Kaukatea Valley

Kaukatea Valley Road

The fading flower …

Shortly after my last post where I asked “Who wants to live forever?” my mother passed away.  For most of her life she grappled with the highs and lows of bipolar disease.  She’s free of her demons at last. 

My memories of her when she was bipolar aren’t good, but in between times she had a happy, sunny nature.  And that’s how I want to remember her.

I’ve made a youtube video of the powerpoint I prepared for the funeral, showing scenes from her life, which I and my family feature in.

It’s here if you want to see it.  The music is “Who am I?” by Casting Crowns.

It brings to mind the scripture that God has compassion on us mortals – who are here today and gone tomorrow, just like the grass and flowers.  That’s why Jesus wept at the grief of Lazarus’s sisters.

As a father has compassion on his children
so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him;
for he knows how we are formed,
he remembers that we are dust.
The life of mortals is like grass,
they flourish like a flower of the field;
the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more.
But from everlasting to everlasting the Lord’s love is with those who fear him,
and his righteousness with their children’s children—with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.
The Lord has established his throne in heaven,
and his kingdom rules over all.”  Psalm 103:13-19

I wasn’t sure of how things were with her and God.  He gave me a story to tell her on the last occasion she had a serious heart attack, which I wrote here.

superscript_seven_u2077_icon_256x256God gave us a sign that she’d gone to be with him.  Seven is the number of rest, and she’d entered his rest, dying at 7pm on the 7th day of the 7th month, aged 77.

He explains about that rest in Hebrews 4;

There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his. Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest … Hebrews 4:9

I recommend reading the whole passage from Hebrews 4:1-11.


Hebrews 4:1-10 The Promise of Rest

So now I know what can go on my mother’s headstone; “At rest.”  Two simple words that say so much.

Who wants to live forever?

Here’s an interesting post from another blog which gives three ways to avoid life’s greatest certainty, death.
Click on the picture on the right and it will take you there.

I don’t think it’s wise to rely on the Tech giants solutions (especially after reading about Microsoft’s latest mishap with ‘Tay,’ their embarrassing AI chatbot.)

No one wants to die, because we were made for eternity.  It’s been set in our hearts.

In Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NIV) we read “He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.”

But forget about Eternime, where you go virtual, or Cryogenics where you have your head frozen.

Only one man came guaranteeing us immortality.  Jesus said Most assuredly, I say to you, if anyone keeps My word he shall never see death.”  John 8:51 (NKJ)

So if you want to live forever, believe in the Lord and the one who sent Him (God).  Keeping His word means reading it and storing it up in the heart, where eternity has been set.

I’ve read and stored His word by weaving it into a story, but do whatever works best for you.

Finally, we can’t cheat death here – but we can get a rough idea of how long we’ll live.  Just take this test.  Apparently I’ll make it to 91!



Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.      Psalm 90:12

Book review from a friend

Jean was watching from the sidelines when I met my husband to be. At that stage of the story he was called ‘Prince Mentor.’  A friend of his, she saw the way God brought us together and witnessed the fireworks; “Sparks flew between Princess Joanna and Prince Mentor, but they were not sparks of attraction…” I wrote.

JeanJean has a degree in lingustics,  and with that and her personal involvement I asked her to read the book.  Here’s her valued review;

Every journey starts with a single step, and such is the case for Jo Rolston as she recounts her journey from heartbroken, love-starved child to fully adopted daughter of the King of Kings in her book “The Kingdom – Here be Dragons, Here be Dreams’. Only in Jo’s case, the first step was taken by her great, great grandmother.

Anna arrived in New Zealand from Germany as a young wife, profoundly deaf but with a deep and personal relationship with God. As she rested at the top of a steep hill in the Hawkes Bay on her arduous journey to her little family’s allotted land, little did she know that her future great great granddaughter would be born there. Anna prayed for the future generations to know God in a real way, to come into His promises, and to share their knowledge about Him.

Jo goes through a very shaky start, but reaches out to God. Her relationship with Him is at first coloured by her perception of Him as dominant and punishing, like her earthly parents. But her hunger to know Him in a real way leads her to write “stories” in which Jesus is the King and she is a princess. Thus “the Kingdom” is born. In the kingdom, she can take the, at times, overwhelming events of her real world to the King and seek His input and advice. Whether she heeds or disregards His advice and guidance is up to her.

Jo’s writing is personal, in her own language, yet speaks of life lessons in such a way that it is accessible to all of us. Her style draws us in, we can almost taste the food and smell the flowers,; feel the sunlight on our face. I identified with her so much that at times I found myself saying to her, “For heaven’s sake, Jo! Get rid of him!” Or, “stand up for yourself. You are worth more than that.’

As Jo gains insight into her own situation through her time in the Kingdom, she relates valuable lessons for all of us about what a real relationship looks like, traps and temptations, and boundary-setting. The book has great practical application as Jo takes us through her successes and failures, and humble pie eating times.

There were times when I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing down my face at the heartache some of Jo’s decisions caused her, and other times when I was howling with laughter, especially with the beginning stages of Jo and Bert’s relationship.

I am “Big Sis” to Bert and helped him to interpret one of his dreams in which he saw paths of different colours representing his lady friends. He was supposed to choose the golden one, but didn’t know who that was. I’d had conversations with the Lord and knew it was this lady who had two kids he had vaguely mentioned. She was supposed to tell him “I am the gold”, as she mentions in her book. Instead she said, “I am top shelf” which threw a spanner in the works, as Bert had first hand experience with family alcoholism.

Finally, after fighting with God, Jo sent Bert a copy of the relevant chapter in the Kingdom not quite naming him as both Prince Mentor and Isaac. He gave it to me to interpret, which Jo was very nervous about. I totally understand that, given her past experience of gossip and ridicule. But it confirmed what I knew. She was the one. Bert and I discussed it. He still wasn’t sure and emailed Jo with the three questions mentioned in the book. The rest is (very pleasing to a big sis) history.

“The Kingdom – Here be Dragons, Here be Dreams” begins and ends with Anna. With Jo as her spiritual heiress, Anna passes the baton to Jo to continue running the race with focus, dignity and faith. There have been many challenges along the way. But Jo chose the “difficult but interesting path”. She knows that she does not walk it alone, as she now has Bert and a strong church family, and that she, Warrior Princess Joanna, can always take any problems to her King.

I give this book a 9/10. While very personal it is insightful and contains practical and real advice on how to live life, not just survive. Jo’s insight on boundaries and positive friendships has proven very helpful to a lot of people who have crossed her path and I’m sure that will continue.

Other reviews from readers are here.